Today I looked over my living room layout and thought " I really don't like the way my living room looks." So I thought about how I would like it to look with what pathetic furniture I have and changed it. I moved my sofas around and turned the TV into a corner. To say the least I messed with my husbands head when he came home from school.
But it also got me to thinking why I must change things up every 6 months or so. Am I the only person with this odd need? Well after looking around on the net I found that I wasn't! But what are we? I have a feeling that maybe ( and this is just my theory) we are all part gypsy, all of us people that need that change, that little bit of new and difference. But some people may think that is evil. The way I see it, it means that I am a free soul and that nothing earthly can keep me down.
That also made me think about my religon, being pagan, feeling the earth in all its wildness, freedom and belonging. But where do I belong as a pagan? I am shunned by the single god religons as a heathen, But I do not have the family roots as many of the multiple gods/goddesses. So where do I stand? Sadly as a whole I don't belong anywhere but at the same time everywhere. I am one, I am many, I am whole. There are many people like myself that I find cocky and too headstrong to be a true pagan, because when you choose to be pagan you should not take on the past from the life you had in another religon. You need to think clear and accept that though you are one, what you may say also effects many.
I don't know where I am going with this, I guess I am just rambling. Either way take from what you will and leave what you want, just remember what you do today will come back tomorrow.
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